An Open Letter To My Ex-Best Friend

Hi, my name’s Louise and I’m a 22-year-old blogger from North East England. You’ll find me atwww.jeezlouisexo.blogspot.com talking about beauty and makeup along with the odd lifestyle post now and then! Thanks to Tanya for featuring me on her blog, I hope you enjoy reading my open letter, and hopefully see some of you over on my blog in the future! 🙂

Dear Ex-Best Friend,

It’s been months since we last talked, which still feels so strange to me. So many things have happened in my life and it sucks that you’re the first person I want to tell. You were the one I was supposed to call whenever anything good or bad happened. You were the one I was meant to count on when it mattered. You were the one I was supposed to be best friends with forever.

I just want to say I’m sorry. I’m sorry that we’re no longer friends. I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you when you needed me. I’m sorry we grew up in a time where we bottled up our feelings and never talked about mental health. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough.

I’m also thankful. I’m thankful for all the great memories I have with you. Thankful for all the fun times we had, and all the times you were honest with me. Thank you for keeping my secrets when I needed, even if that meant you got in trouble too.

Writing this feels so weird, and I’m sorry if you ever read this and feel the same. People still ask me about you, and I never know what to say. Telling them we don’t speak anymore just doesn’t feel right, but there’s nothing else I can say.

I’m upset that our friendship has ended, and always wonder how we got here. I’m mad that our friendship is now nothing more than just photos and memories. You were my first friend, and I’ll never forget you.

Just know that I will always have a place in my heart for you.

 

Your Ex-Best Friend.

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2 Comment

  1. This have just made me tear up a little! I had a few friends and we were inseparable, and not we don’t even wish happy birthday to each other. At the end, there are the memories left and maybe, just maybe that’s how everything should have ended.

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      Hey! I hope you’re okay. And it happens all the time, doesn’t it? We lose some we gain some. Thank you for reading. 😀

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