Maybe unknowingly bits of you will find itself in my writings. I might talk about your heroic effect or write tales polishing our star-crossed fate. Your essence might linger a little longer among my words. And that’s okay. I write with my heart, not my mind. Unfortunately, they are no more in sync, the ripples appear crystal clear. I might overshadow the acme. Make it seem like just another low. Promise you that we can still battle the odds. Pretentiously pen my-oh-so-heartbroken state. Intentionally manipulate the tale. For my soul to seek the victim’s glory. Ah! You seem to appear unfamiliar with my hostility. My my, child you thought, I wanted you back? How about an important advice, love? “Never trust the words I choose to write; they are blatant lies.” Will I ever discontinue? Probably not. Yes, I write about melancholy, disasters and mislaid mortal traps. Is that an objection I hear? I request thee to keep it with thyself. Blithe souls and cheerful faces are known to you. My dwelling consists of pulchritude, pain, tears, and diffidence. I might kiss you goodbye and the very next day write you down as a hot stranger, I just met. I might allow pieces of you to leak through, you do deserve your fair share of the spotlight. You are ostentatious, baby. And if they question “are you still not over him?”, distaste dripping through their words after they read this. I choose not to answer. I choose to write it unexplained. I choose to do it theatrically. I choose to add flaws, exaggerate and dramatize it, mercilessly.
Let me be me, recklessly.
Okay! Yes, I said I am on a blogging break. But I can’t just not post when my mind is boiling with ideas. I have so many new posts to write, I can’t wait for my exams to get over.
Also, I went shopping yesterday for Navratri and I’m in LOVE with shopping. (Follow me on Snapchat to know what I bought – tanya.sahay1) 😅
About my #SecretProject, I feel guilty in saying this but I haven’t done anything for it. I had my exams. (Excuses, Tanya) But I promise today and from 5th I am going to plan the whole thing before it launches on the 9th which is in 7 days guys. ONE WEEK (okay, I am nervous now).
I have so many things to tell you. I will have to do another update chatty post, I guess. If you want that comment down and tell me. 😁
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And until next time…..