I feel trapped in this vicious cycle,
A wave of nauseousness flows through my heart,
It engulfs my body with intentions pretty sinful,
Reminding me that solitude is nothing short of art.
A long walk in the moonlight, I decide.
It’s dark. Hmm. Hitchhike! I should ask for a ride.
“Where to, sweetheart?”, he questions.
A place that halts these thoughts,
A place where love overshadows hate shamelessly,
A place that lets me breathe recklessly,
A place where ‘finding yourself’ is non-existent,
A place so unreal that the only way up is commitment.
As he whizzed past probably questioning my sanity.
Clearly the dainty feeling of insecurity, once again taken lightly.
Oh! How lovely would that place be, I wonder.
But my claustrophobia controls me and
All I am is a body with a soul permamnently caged.
Irrespective of my undying faith in uncertainity,
Everything here is pre-planned, dramatically staged.
I had wrriten this one a while back but in my notebook. And to all of you who didn’t know I am from the lazy side of the planet (whichever side that is). Anyway the whole point of this is, I hit 200+ followers. YAYAYAYA!!!!!!
We are a family of 200+ people. And that’s huge. Around 11 months ago I had no idea, this was going to happen. Take it from someone who has been there, start. Whatever it is you want to do, just start. Take a step, a plunge or dive in but start. Your first try would not be perfect, but sooner or later you will polish yourself. A few posts of mine are something I wouldn’t show-off but I still have them up as lessons to improve. And if you fail, do it again. It’s always better to try and fail than to never try.
Finally, THANK YOU and I know I say this all time. But sincerely thank you. I might not be regular with my posts. School and other personal stuff have taken up my time. And being a professional procrastinator doesn’t help either. But I am planning to schedule my posts (I know I say that all the damn time, but I am really hoping to).
P.s. – You know what another milestone means, right? Yes, a new project. More on that in the next post. (Hint: It’s a guest post series. 😉 ).
My last post is here.
My second last post for the #TowardsEquality Project is here.
And until next time……