It Took Me A While | Fiction

And yes! He was toxic. He was poison camouflaged as a well-mannered, breath-taking, eye pleasing sweet smelling Greek God. His cherry pink lips tasted heavenly when I kissed them for the very first time, leaving me mesmerized. I was smitten when those deep brown eyes sparkling in the sunlight landed on my shadowed face as I stood under the infamous Lover’s Tree. Which had initials carved on every single inch of its luminous bark. The tree stood proudly presenting itself as the epitome of eternal love. My bony fingers glide over “S <3 M” A sharp intake of breath and the skip of a heartbeat later, I brush away the lone tear on my left cheek. He had crafted the perfect heaven for me. Every tiny cell of his felt like magic when they touched mine. It took me a while to understand that in this magical heaven he was the devil in disguise. It took me a forever to believe that these sweet kisses were incapable of covering the marks on my pale bleeding body. I cried a river when I learned that my character didn’t have to be made fun of to find love in this mortal land. It took me a while, yes. But now I know that love isn’t glass pieces piercing my arms and thighs staining my desires with fear. Now I know that intimacy means consent and consent is a basic human right, not a privilege. Now I know that irrespective of all the things I did he would never change and that hit me right through my cemented walls. I was crazy enough to dream that if I loved him just hard enough the monster inside him will burn. Forgetting that the bright flames will eat me alive, turn my soul into blackened ashes. Yet, every time we pass each other in those dimly lit hallways, my words fumble, my knees go weak and for the tiniest fraction of a second my heart sinks.

 

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13 Comment

  1. Hardik says: Reply

    Claps. Claps. Claps.
    Thank you for this.

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      I am glad you could relate. Thank you!

  2. Puneet says: Reply

    This is just an awesome piece of craftsmanship. Truly hard hitting. Pure bliss. Words won’t be enough to appreciate this.

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      Ayiii! Thank you so so much. You flatter me. I am on cloud nine right now. ☺️❤️

  3. The more I read your posts, the more I’m bowled over by your writing. This is so flippin’ good. Please please do more of these.

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      Awww! Thank you so much you have no idea how much this means to me. And yes, definitely.

  4. Very well expressed. I think I knew that fella too, only mine had blue eyes, so maybe yours was an incarnate from my past. LOL

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      ah! You had to meet someone like him in real life? And thank you.

  5. Rich Mullen says: Reply

    It’s original and it’s captivating! You truly have a gift, please keep nurturing it. Sending love your way, Rich

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      Thank you so much. Comments like this keeps me going. I am so glad you liked it. Thank you and have a great day.

  6. Oh My God! You wrote this? This was like hell.. I felt like someone is telling me what I feel. U touched my heart bae.

    1. Tanya says: Reply

      I did. It’s original to! And thank you. I am glad you could connect to it.

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